I’ve learned a few things about myself this week. You know…I’ve realized that I make all attempts possible to be perfect. However, I fail. And will most likely continue doing so…and continue making mistakes. Because that’s life. I’ve realized that I have so much growing to do and SO much to learn. Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever get to where I want to be.
Being a perfectionist is difficult because it means that I am striving for perfection…but unfortunately, perfection is unattainable. And I realize am FAR from it. I’ve noticed that as I grow, I am changing…and at the same time, some things NEVER change. One thing that I’ve always been is a goal-seeker.
With that being said, I will continue to push forward, continue growing and continue doing my very best to enjoy the journey every day. You know…I suppose it could be worse. I suppose I could fail to fall, which would mean that I would never get back up with the knowledge of how to prevent that same instance again.You know, I would say that today…I was greatly humbled by these realizations.
Yet, this image…of these beautiful shoes hanging from this gorgeous chandelier: it makes me happy. :) Because it’s a sign of doing something that I love; and a reminder that I’m headed in the direction that I want to be. And THAT is something to be proud of.